I apologize for not posting in forever! Life has been insane and I have been dealing with some pretty serious stress. It has caused some light depression to come on and I haven't really wanted to post because I felt like there was nothing good to share. But whose life is all good all the time? No ones is!
Life is filled with ups and downs and today is gonna be a day when I share some of those downs. With school (overload of homework) and being in my high schools fall play and dealing with personal/ relationship problems, it's been an overload. There have been a few days when I told myself that it was too much and I couldn't handle it. Well thats just it, I can't handle it, only God can help me.
Things have finally been slowing down now that the play is this weekend. All this past week I have been up till 11pm or later doing last minute homework. It's not been like me to put aside homework till the day it is due, but I have been doing that ALL week and that creates even more stress for me. Luckily, some of my friends are going through the same things. I haven't been alone in this struggle and I know that is God working in my life.
I have so many blessings through all these struggles and it has strengthened my trust in the Lord. That doesn't mean that I think that everything is alright all the time, because it's not. Not at all. I have times where I need to cry and the tears don't come. There are times when I feel completely alone, there are times when I just want to be done with life.
The good thing is, those things, those feelings don't last forever. God is always with me, He knows my thoughts and understands and won't let me down.
Hope all of you have a great weekend!
Melody :)
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